August 1st, 2010

I don't really have too many symptoms yet except breast soreness and fatigue, but I am still trying to push myself to do swallow cliff as 3-4 times a week with a heart rate monitor of coarse!!  I haven't let myself become fully invested in this yet. I have seen so many friends struggle through pregnancies, lose babies, and miscarry that is hard for me to give my heart to this 100%, even though I just want to explode with joy deep down and have done so to my sibling and parents. I will get my first ultrasound tomorrow. Generally, I am just bursting with joy... and I want to tell the world about this new life forming inside me. But I am still trying to be cautious, as it is so early. Soon I hope to reveal this blog to everyone who is interested to follow along!!